who will LOVE that little girl with the smile
and heart of gold
who has put the past
behind her and whose secret remains
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Why she hates me the way she does, I dont know.
All I've ever tried to do was be this 'perfect daughter' but all I could, and wanted to be was me.
I can see the hate in her eye's everytime she looks at me, and I can hear it in her voice.
The words she says to me pierce my soul, and stabs at my heart. All I ever wanted, all I ever need from her was to feel and be loved.
...
Heaven send one of your Angels down from above,
To show me which way to go, and shower me with their love,
Heaven send one of your Angels because their help is needed,
so I can fight this battle, without being defeated,
...
that little girl in me
still cries out for help
that same girl that would care for others
but hurt herself
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So what if im not pretty or a size two
I don’t wear air forces, or Apple Bottom
I rock FUBU.
So what if im loud
...
I was hurt past my
MIND
Beyond my
HEART
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people really need to know that:
being BIG is not A DISEASE,
nor is it a DISORDER,
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i think what hurts the most is that i loved you
i mean i truly loved you
you were my everything
when i had nothing
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For every child who never knew their parents
Who have an eternal empty space in their heart
Where a mothers love should be…. I SHED A TEAR
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