nameless sorrow

i promised to take care of you
i promised you the world
but for all that i promised.
i haven't kept my word.
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i wonder if you know.
though sometimes i swear you do.
know that i have a thing for you (: $)
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I think i'm a bad person.
I think i'm leading him on
i think i'm a bad person
because i'm still going on.
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what foul heart would condem me to such a thing
to face you each day with an unwavering grin?
to behold your face and not hold it in my hands
to have to watch or hear you talk of other women?
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the trees with their lush leaves
the dew drops hanging from their pores
the mountains hug the ground
the one i walk upon.
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It cannot be so hard for you to leave
to tell me there's nothing and go
to silently slip
through my fingers, so widely shown.
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like the sun you are.
so bright and vibrant.
like a puppy you are...
so faithful and always coming back to me.
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