The other day
I woke up feeling low
I tried not to think about you
to stop the inevitable tears that threatened to fall.
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On my mind scarily,
I am craving that which I have never tasted,
Wanting it to last forever yet it hasn't began.
U are my secret addiction,
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There are a lot of moments
The thought owns me
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When nothing makes sense
The thought of him draws me in deeper
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Something I could never have
Someone I could never have
A mockery of love
A taunting of my emotions
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I once knew a man who loved me dearly.
He was older much older than l, with all the idiosyncrasies that come from old age.
He was grouchy, grumpy and at times mean-spirited but he loved me dearly.
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I hold his hand and place it on my waist
You walk into the club
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She claims him but his heart belongs to me.
The intricacies of this situation constantly drowning me in waves of uncertainty.
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He is what he is
Two days down the line
And I am missing him
His smile which is rarely given
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I think of him every so often
His skin under my touch
His fingers weaving into mine.
I think of him
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