natalie ricketts

for some reason people are drawn to me
they comment on the way i look
like there looking at the cover of a glistning book
but instead of reading the blurbs
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Today i met somebody
A breath of fresh air
He liked to speak his mind
Not that he doesn't care
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Ugly is not about appearance or looks
Ugly is putting someone down so you feel good
Ugly is greed and dishonesty
Ugly can be so beautifully disguised
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Different is what i feel inside
Part of me has decided to run and hide
A part I'm not willing to find
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I love the way you make me feel
Alive and free
Like I'm soaring through the sky
You give me that natural high
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Trust, But who

I love you, Do you love me?
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The guys i meet
They seem so deep
Deep of lies yet shallow
What is it in me
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The beginning for me was not a good start
And for that i have a broken heart

I look for love in all the wrong places
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Dreaded journey to and fro
walk right through you Jane doe
running, rushing, pushing, shoving
its like walking with cattle an unmannered herd
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should i stay OR should i go

my hearts so full of sorrow
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wasted efforts
wasted time
wasted love
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