I search in this life, not looking to the next for something to believe in. I have looked: under love, under friends, under dogs, under money, under rocks, underwater, and through so many religious themes.
I have looked in sex and hordes of cocaine. Through music and movies and screens all the same. I have listened to people from the old to the young. I keep searching but the search, it seems to be in vain.
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Longing
I search in this life, not looking to the next for something to believe in. I have looked: under love, under friends, under dogs, under money, under rocks, underwater, and through so many religious themes.
I have looked in sex and hordes of cocaine. Through music and movies and screens all the same. I have listened to people from the old to the young. I keep searching but the search, it seems to be in vain.
Faith or my freedom, death or my fame.
I just can not seem to find my belief my reason and why I should remain.
Life is a roller coaster. But you don't have to stay on the same rail. Change jobs. Travel overseas. Get new friends or relish the company of your own solitude. Time is on your side as long as you accept changes that you bring about.