One of these times
Your lack of understanding
Will finally get buried into my heart
And I won't be here anymore.
The way you push things aside
As if I don't matter
As if my feelings
Are irrelevant
Small
Mediocre,
Will finally be enough
To push me over the edge
Into forever
And a day
Over the edge of life;
Enough will be enough.
One day,
I'll cut my wrist
My thigh
So deep
I can't be restored
Back into living.
Be honest with me.
Will you even notice?
Will you even care?

(12-9-13)