Ophelia Zakias

live in a digital world I disapprove of the way your wealth is distributed The weight of the world is immense, now you're tipping the scales by take loveing children from there family best wishes But damn it, These quakes hear the wind in your sails nothing is sacred you are covered in makeup think lies you made the cover, you're making fun of nature cut down forests just for newspapers I only love those who do me a favor This race is over, no one's coming to save you they hunt lions, tigers and bears in a field with a gun no spear or bow Weapons made of steel Made to pierce bones to kill you are afraid of death Yes, I'm the one you should fear most A tsunami should destroy the coast For years I have seen tyranny rule How many good things can you say you contributed

before the human body leaves the soul my mind is old older than time itself endless cycle We decide who fails who will sink and who will sail who climbs and who falls one who finds himself Who lives this life in this shell? only time will tell to hell with time Time is not real, only I can know it Well, I still wish I didn't exist 'Until I start killing your children whip without hesitation all the sins i've witnessed it makes me a clueless bitch you have no inner sense you don't know what innocence is And can be attacked by a pitbull for any pitfalls the rules are simple what works gotta get off what happened? come back soon What goes up Must come down What goes round Comes right back around

Is death over? or does it depend Whether it's joy or sorrow, Is it under heaven or is it up in heaven? No worries or eternal sadness? Are you scared? that there is nothing If that's true, why should I worry? no need to despair You can't regret what you didn't know.

Forced adoption 💖 Happy birthday! 💖 (G) It's hard to believe you're already 10 years old. I imagine I see the beautiful and intelligent woman you are quickly becoming and it brings a smile to my face as I read this letter. I would like to tell you so many things. The most important thing is that I love you. I have loved you since birth and I miss you so much. I spend a lot of time thinking, you know that. I spend a lot of time wondering if you are happy. I pray you are. I hope and pray that the choice they made kept you safe, healthy and happy. I hope your parents treat you like a princess, make sure you work hard at school, and help you develop a kind and loving character. I look forward to the day when I can finally see you again and tell you everything I want to tell you. But most of all, I want to hold you close to my heart and make sure you know that your mom and dad always loved and wanted you completely and utterly. I hope the birthday is special. i love you With all my love from your birth mother z. xoxo 💖

We'll Rise Above In the system we were thrown, No one cared or called us their own, But hear me now, and hear me well, We are not alone, and we will excel. Foster kids, we may feel unwanted, Like life has been unjustly haunted, But within us lies a power, To make something of ourselves and soar higher. The journey may be tough and long, But we have within us a fire strong, To rise above and show the world, That we're more than just forgotten boys and girls. So let's stand together, hand in hand, And rise above, take a stand, For we are worth every bit of love and care, And we have the potential to make something rare. Let's not let the doubters and haters bring us down, Let's show them that we can wear the crown, For foster kids, we are strong, And we will make a new home where we belong. Love and light to you all, From a fellow foster kid who's standing tall

my experience as a former foster child As I sit down to reflect on my experience as a former foster child, I am overwhelmed by a flurry of emotions - nostalgia, regret, pain, but most importantly, resilience. I remember the day when I first walked into my foster home - my tiny hands clasped around the corners of my worn-out backpack, unsure of what awaited me on the other side of the door. As I took hesitant steps into the house, my eyes scanned every inch of the unfamiliar environment - the neat row of family photos on the mantle, the faint smell of freshly-baked cookies emanating from the kitchen, and the creaky floorboards that seemed to sigh beneath my feet. It was a strange feeling, knowing that I had been plucked out of the only home I had ever known and placed in the care of complete strangers. At times, I felt like a helpless, lonely child who was struggling to adjust to a world that was moving too fast. I missed my biological parents, my old bedroom, and the routine that had defined my life until then. But amidst the challenges and heartache, there were also moments of light. The kindness of my foster parents, who went out of their way to make me feel welcome. The friends I made at school, who helped me navigate a world that seemed so different from the one I knew. The glimpses of hope that kept me going, even when everything seemed hopeless. Looking back on those days, I am struck by the incredible strength that foster children possess. To have gone through so much at such a young age and still come out on the other side with grace and resilience is nothing short of remarkable. I am grateful for the lessons that my time in the foster care system taught me - lessons in patience, compassion, and the importance of perseverance. Now, as a successful adult, I am proud to say that I am a former foster child - someone who has experienced the ups and downs of the system firsthand and emerged stronger for it. And as I move forward in life, I carry with me the memories of my past and the knowledge that I am capable of overcoming any obstacle that comes my way

In the realms where words weave tapestries, Let me paint a portrait of gratitude and ease. For this letter, an ode to love and care, To the precious child in hands so fair. In the realms where hearts beat as one, Let the ink of devotion gently run. A birth mother's love, profound and deep, Flows through these lines, her secrets keep. Oh, dearest parents, bound by fate's decree, This verse, a symphony of utmost plea, To thank you, with every beat of my heart, For nurturing our child, a masterpiece of art. The reports that dance upon my fingertips, Whisper of a journey where the soul equips, To soar and flourish under your gentle wings, A tapestry of joy, the happiness it brings. Though the decision bore heavy on my soul, Your presence, like a balm, began to console. In your embrace, I saw a future so bright, A love so pure, blossoming day and night. Your bond, undeniable as the morning sun, A shelter of love where our child has won, Security, affection, and care so true, Painting their world in vibrant hues. Never doubt, my dearest, your efforts so grand, The dedication that flows from your warm hands. A home so stable, your nurturing embrace, An inspiration, your love, a glowing trace. While I may feel a whirlwind of emotions untamed, Gratitude swells, an eternal flame, For the joy you have brought to our child's heart, My profound thanks, my everlasting art. In this journey we tread, let love abound, Extended family's embrace, a circle unbound. To all involved, my heartfelt appreciation extends, For weaving love's tapestry, where destiny amends. Dear Adoptive Parents, let this be known, My support, a shelter in which I have grown, Open lines, cherished ties, forever strong, Witnessing their growth, where we all belong. From the depths of my heart, my gratitude streams, For all you have done, and the love that gleams. May your lives be adorned with joy's golden hue, As you raise our child, so pure and true. Let them always feel the embrace of their birth, The love that transcends, a connection on Earth. For they are the bridge between you and me, May their journey be filled with love's eternity

In this life, you'll face challenges, And sometimes it might seem, That all the bad that comes your way, Is what's meant for you, it's your destiny. But never forget that you are worth, So much more than you might think, You have value that cannot be measured, You're capable of doing great things. The world might not always see you, Or understand all that you do, But that doesn't mean you're worthless, Because your worth is in you. You have a unique story to tell, One that only you can share, You have a heart full of compassion, And talents beyond compare. So when the road ahead looks dark, And you don't know what to do, Remember that you are worthy, And there's nothing you can't pursue. Never give up, Because your future is bright and true, And with hard work and determination, You'll see all your dreams come true. The Strength Within You As a foster child you might feel alone, And sometimes it's hard to believe, That there's strength within you to carry on, When life feels like an endless stream. But never forget the power you have, The resilience that lies deep within, You're stronger than you might think, And with perseverance, you'll win. Life might throw you curveballs, But you've already made it this far, And with every obstacle you overcome, You'll be a shining star. You have a strength that comes from within, One that no one can take away, And as you navigate this journey, Know that you'll always find a way. So when life feels tough and unfair, And you don't know how to cope, Remember that you are powerful, And that's where you'll find hope. Never give up, You have what it takes to endure, And as you keep moving forward, Know that your strength will always ensure, That you can conquer anything, And become all that you can be.