I always say I won't go back to the mountains
I am too old and fat there are bugs mean mules
And pancakes every morning of the world
...
They pass before me one by one riding on animals
'What are you waiting for,' they want to know
Zā, young as he is (& mad into the bargain) tells me
'Some day you'll drop everything & become a rishi, you know.'
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I need everything else
Anything else
Desperately
But I have nothing
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