04/19/2009 Protective Door Poem by Coreena Dejesus

Shh I shouldn't go there,
My feelings not to bare.
My emotions I tend not to pour,
But yet I still open that door.
I tell you how and what I feel,
A part of myself I reveal.
I'm supposed to be tuff,
But you see through it strangely enough.
You are different you say many times,
And honestly I can't let you pay for others crimes.
I know there is something about you,
Whether you admit it this scares you too.
My wall pieces crumbling down,
Hoping in the end I'm not the clown.
I don't want are friendship gone,
Whatever happens friendship has to go on.
Just be honest don't tell a lie,
Dishonesty would be the quickest goodbye.
My feelings have gotten stronger,
And my filter I have no longer.
Please shhh I already went there,
My wall crumbling I'm bare.
My emotions I already pour,
Crashed down my 'protective door'.