102 - A Hard Ending, For A New Begining Poem by Medusa Waves

My lover you will be till the day I die
Where your heart is, with it, I lie
Remember all the kindness we have shared
Forgetting the days we breathed despair
I warned you though, love is not my life
All I know of it is the ending strife
My open heart cannot be tamed
Yet, I do not wish my name defamed
I am happiest to be in solitude
Where I can fulfill my quest of servitude
I can not invest my mind and all my heart to one soul
Its vain, its vile, and does not fulfill my virgin role
Your memories will not fade away
They will not wither or turn to grey
You have made me more of a human than I can plea
Opened my eyes to all the beauty in my bitter reality
You are not a fleeting dream, yet a blessing gleam
This is not the end of our love for one another
But it is the end of the physical collision we have created
I must return to the person, alone-that I have vacated
I hope you find comfort in your only-ness; that I have missed
Im young and must unravel the depth of the being I once subsist
I bid you enlighten on fulfilling your character as a single being
-not tamed, not comprised, but raw and solely your one self.
It is something I hope to achieve.