18.......... I’m Tired Poem by fawzia zie

~ I’m tired ~

I’m tired of being misunderstood,
nerves are shot,
weak – like old wood.

I'm tired for being a fool
confuse, lies
losing my nerves


I’m tired of being ill,
no energy, can’t think,
losing my skills.

I’m tired of so-called friends,
stabbing me in the back,
again and again.

I’m tired of trying to make things right,
I give up – I surrender,
no will to fight.

I’m tired of being in pain,
raises frustration,
drives me insane.

I’m tired of not being able to cry,
I’d melt away,
nothing left inside.

I’m tired because I can’t feel,
walking in a daze – numb
this can’t be real.

I’m tired of being “strong, ”
I’m weak, i’m fragile,
its gone on way too long.

I don’t know what else to say,
I’m hoping,
I’m dreaming,
I’m begging,
I’m pleading,

please, take this feeling away.

Right now… I’m just tired…


(24th july 2009)