2 A.M Poem by Scarlet Shay

It's 2 a.m in the morning
But I'm scared to sleep
Because I know you are their 
waiting in my dreams

It's 2 a.m in the morning
And all I wanna do is sleep
Because if a stay awake any longer
I'll be to weak
To stay alive

It's 2 a.m in the morning
And I can't get you off my mind
Your the reason I'm still alive
Your the reason I wanna die

Please just stop
Playing these games with me
Because your breaking my heart
Every time you say goodbye
I have a fear it is the last time

I want to be perfect for you
Give you whatever you want
I want to be your picture perfect girl
Slim and taut

I want to be skinny
And have a chest
Be great to you 
And give you a reason to live
Have a gorgeous face
That you don't want to take your eyes off of
And make you smile
Oh I want your love

Every time your name shines on my phone
My heart skips a beat
And the butterflies dance around me
But I stop to think 
I'm any other girl
You have listed to text
I'm just like everything
And my death will be next

I wanted to be different for you
And take you places that neither of us have been
But I blinked and saw
The real man all along
I am so sorry
I'm not the one
I'd still give the whole entire world 
To lay in your arms

Again...