29 Poem by Maf Gzm

What makes unhealthy a relationship?
Is it the abuse, the lies, the mind games?
Or is it the silent suffering and the countless tears
The amount of times the chocking sensation settles in your throat, making you unable
To scream, to talk or to cry.

Isn't it weird when the one thing that keeps you alive,
Is also the one thing that drives you mad.
That kills you inside, slowly but all at once
Is it the suffering for love less painful than...

Love is not a single battle, but rather a joint race
Trying too hard or trying too little
Will only break you
If you love what you have, treat it well
Before they find nothing else to fight for.

Feeling unwanted and feeling not worth enough
Will be forever in a constant fight
Being shut down, constantly crying
And the only remaining of how you felt

That wonderful feeling that kept you awake at night
That decorated your face with a smile
Slowly fades away

And why am I still here?
Because I love you, and I will never stop doing it.