35.................Heart Broken Into Dust Poem by fawzia zie

~ Heart Broken Into Dust ~




Can’t breathe
I can’t hear my heart beat
Feels like someone is punishing me
For a sin, as I take a breath
Feels like someone has punched his hand
In my chest
And has squeezed my heart
And then has pulled it
Away from my body
With it pulling every vein...

Feels like I am alive
But I hardly feel it
I try and try not to think
Of things I have been through
But I can’t help it
Every time I shut my eyes
It feels like I have been
Put into a grave
Dark, silent yet full of sorrow…
And every time I try to breathe
Someone throws more soil on my chest
They see me so hopeless
They see me dead
Even though I haven’t
Shut my eyes yet…

Feels like
I am being buried alive
I can see everyone
I can hear the sounds of
Prayer
But I see no mercy in their eyes
And I have no hope
To live or
To break my silence

Feels like I am dying slowly
With an awful pain
buried deep in my heart...






(4th october 2009)