39.............To My Dear Beloved Poem by fawzia zie

~ To My Dear Beloved ~


(...I came across this beautiful, sad and touching poem...dated 9th october 2009.....
truly it touched my soul........
I'm posting it here...in case she read this poem and pls find him....
I pray for their happiness...........)




To my dear Beloved:
(A letter from a sinner)

To my dear beloved:

Before my death,
Before I expire,
Before I die in this unholy agony
I need to tell you something
Until my last breath is gone

It's true, I have been an ungodly man
I have been a completly sinner
My life before I met you used to be lousy
I was seized by vices, repulsive vices
Now I think all I did was shameful

My life was on the wrong path
I came to the world trying to conquer it
Trying to entail myself into it
Baby, Since you light up my night
My life has turned an earthly paradise

I remember the night we met
It was dark, a corpulant rain fell on us
I was drunk, as normal, I fainted
You raise me up, I think you felt pity for me
You took me in your car and drive to the hospital

In fact, I had an alcohol overdose
Politely, you drive me home
You were astonished,
After seeing me drunk, I semeed like a gentleman
And we begin to knowing each other

I fell in love with you
For the first time in my life, I met love
You showed me your God, your traditions
I felt happy, I left the alcohol
The happiest time of my life...

One morning I woke up, as usually
I turned around to hug you, and you weren't there
You disappeared without a word,
I looked for you in cemeteries, hospitals and morgues
but there weren't news about you...

2 years later, I lay dying on this room
Doctors detected me cirrhosis, I refused to stay in treatment
When you left, I drank all nights,
trying to see you in one of my alucinations;
I prayed to your God to find you

And now, smoking this last cigarrette,
Before I expire,
Before I die in this unholy agony
I need to tell you somehting
Until my last breath is gone
I love you... I do, I really love you

I'm feeling weak...
My eyes are closing, and...
I can't write anymore
Baby, I love you.
And I always will

Before I expire
Before I die in this unholy agony
I need to tell the world something
Whoever read this letter, find her!
And tell her how much I loved her

Tell her she... Please Find her!
Please...
Find.......Her
Her name,
Her...
na...me is...............




(by: morrisonhz)



(12th october 2009)