4 Poem by Selina Munsey

4 was for...
the days i was happy
and the time that was spent alone
that didnt have such a bad tone.
4 was for...
sunny days in my heart when all was cloudy and gray
and a perfect beauty
that could not fray.
4 was for...
my concious self knowing happiness
and my heart knowing a true kiss.
for i knew i would find a happier day
and a better place was coming my way.
but now 4 is for...
the short days we had together
and the short time you had love fever.
4 is for...
the happiness that was drained
and from my life strained.
for thou i know,
that 4 is for...
the distance of our age
that i can not change
the distance of how far THIS lasted
untill 4 trashed it.
4 was supposed to be
2good
2be
4gotten
something that couldnt go rotten.
until 4 went like this
4gotten
4ever
8right
even if it was just a couple of nights.
over all.
this is what 4 stands for...
4 is for...
what was and never will be
for i know the problem is me.
technically 3 years 3 months and 3 weeks difference.
but i was born too late
and somehow 4 became the difference date.
so i ask why throw away something
if you know its there and true,
whether its me next time or not
dont let the number 4 scare you.