A Beautiful Reminder To Why Boys Shouldn'T Be The Ones To Fall In Love First Poem by Diego Adrian Manriquez

Love does it even mean anymore?
I've thought I found it once maybe twice,
And it was always the same,
Painful, and a waste of time,
Counting the hours 'till I see you again,
I grew helpless as the seconds went by,
I tried to wear my heart on my sleeve hoping one day I'd be happy,
All I did was bring my hopes up for what could have been the worst day of my life,
I don't want to say it anymore,
I don't want to feel this anymore,
I don't want to give up my happiness for anyone anymore,
I don't want a part of this anymore,
I want to give on this search,
I want to stop when the going gets easy,
I want to leave everything behind before this starts to get real,
I thought I could trust you,
I was sadly mistaken,
But thank you so very much for opening my eyes.