A Conch Shell In A Beach.. Poem by sayan sil

Its when I walk out f my house,
When I hear a song
When I see something that has a dot that resembles u
Its when The light is too dark,
its when the moon is casting a spell, when the water is rippled
and when the air stirs my consciousness,
That you are with me,
I sit on the mountains and search for you below,
To see u r there just beside me.
U r There, so am I,
And alongwith us, just like that, little naughty kid u wanted
Is a truth
That no shadow can hide and no glare can overpower.
A truth that has always reminded us of the simple pple we are..
Of the undeniable natures that we have
& of the paths we have already traveled.
But
Its me who limps, its me who cries and falls everytime in his dreams,
So u move on..
I cannot say, I had lost..
What you have given are enough to get thru this life of mine and the next.
U mite get some other dream, some other beautiful rhyme that would hold your life and treat u with justice, of who u r..
I would be happy that I had given you the pain..
And you had rhymed to beautiful..
But it’s the last chapter of my book, the last leap my heart has taken
and the last madness I have experienced..
The day when I leave the body I would go to you once again…
Not to unite..
Just to see you peacefully enjoy the prize..
I would be happiest if I c u reading thios..
Happier even if you have secretly written something
That connects the sky and the earth…
& I would live there like a conch shell…
hidden in the sands that bathe your feet