A Hand's Surrender.! Poem by Ruby Hamilton

Stop!
It hurts!
How it feels, it.
It hurts.
I try my best to let go of this repeat, but, it goes.
Stop!
I can't breathe.
The air wind silence my days.
I'm at a rush to idea, but, I don't believe like I use to.
Wait, no go!
No, stop!
Stop!
This progression, it.
It goes.
And I don't know how to stop it.
So many times I blind just to see it through.
But I'm through.
Go!
It steps. It walks. It runs!
Wait!
Did I really mean that.
It won't stop how I want it to.
So I let go.
I'm done.
I surrender!