A Life Of Regret Poem by uder pressure

she can not do the things she wants
afraid of being alone and forgotten
she can not feel what she needs to feel
afraid of being seen and judged

she can not say what she needs to say
afraid of being hated and rejected
she can not love who she wants to love
afraid he will leave and never come back

she can not laugh the way she wants
afraid she will never find happiness
she can not eat the way she needs to eat
afraid of gaining weight and losing control

she's not living life the way she wishes
being swollowed in her fears
soon she will be nothing
alone and afraid with noone around
something she was always afraid would happen