I know i needed a change from this behavior
My prayers all day to the savior
Have been a fool
Yes i made myself subject
of a tool.
Even though at times i do not mean
what i say.
But it came as nightmare with outstretched arms
that fight while i lay.
I dreaded this Unwholesome act
Have cried and pleaded to Him for a new heart
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I like the humility in this poem of yours. You admit you have faults, that you have went wrong, such in your lines: I know I needed a change from this behavior (and) even though at times I do not mean what I say. You've done an excellent job here.