'A Thugz Prayer' Poem by MuRdA RhEE

dear lord,

i pray...i pray
but can i be saved?
even after, all the mistakes i've made
it hurts so bad knowin that we were once so close
now all i have is a gold chain with a cross
that money became so strong
it poisoned an corrupted ma mind
but i pray to you so you may help me
conquer, defeat, beat, whatever it takes to no longer be easily influenced by the powerful and deep streams
of the street....

i pray... i pray
can you forgive me
for every wrong i've done
for all the tears i've caused my mother
for all my peers i pushed and smuthered
i know you said in order to be forgiven i have to forgive another
but snakes just seem to crawl from under every cover
and even if i do forgive its hard to forget....
hungry enemys act like friends to eat off your plate
then turn around and steal your bread

but
...i pray i pray
to keep me from falling further away