A Way Of Life That I Can'T Change.... Poem by Black Rose Night

Darkness closing in on my soul...
Evil consuming my heart...
Thirst unbareable and the screams unreal and never-ending...
Surrounded by Death and Darkness...
Sorrow and Missery is the heart of my party and im the Death of The Game...
Watching those i love die before my very eyes...
Can't stop the death i cause...
Can't control the thirst...
This is not a phase, but a way of life that i simply cannot escape....
I Hate it with every breath i take and every piece of my shattered black heart....
Wat hurts the most is that no matter wat i do, my way of life will never change...
I must sin to live...
I wish to die, but only to find that im now alive...
My Fate is to live in sin and the Blood and Darkness shall begin...