Abyss Emotions Poem by brandon mcneeley

Your the only one who knew everything that i've gone through,
All you tried to do was help, my broken heart was all i felt,
If it means...to end...my life, i will go...and grab...a knife,
All i tried to do was make, you happy with all my sake,
I walk down the road a mile just to try and make you smile,
I look upon the sky and wished that i could fly,
All the things i use to try made me wanna go and die,
Wake me up when i die, standing over me as you cry,
It's not really fair, just realizing you actually care,
The doctors came in and told you to go, you raised your voice as you hollard no,
I ask myself one more thing, why did we have to go and see that stupid movie,
I'm going home and now she's dead, i'm left with only regret,
Now i'm on the bus and has no one's trust,
Whenever i'm in bed, i have alot of dread,
Why is it so hard to be a bodyguard, i've been fighting for so long in a place where i don't even belong.