Have you ever lived my life,
Have you ever spent one day in my shoes,
If not why do you judge me as you do.
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Screamin is all I hear,
Heartaches is all I fear,
Blood is all smeared,
Cryin is all I see,
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Im lyin in my lonely dark room
Sittin on the bed
With a razorblade in my hand
while I slowly run it down my wristz
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Death is just a second away
blood drippin on the floor
while your lyin there slowly slippin away
slippin away from the
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Underneath my exterior,
Underneath my clothes,
Underneath my words,
A specail person grows.
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You hear her screamz,
You hear her cries,
as you watch the tearz of blood,
roll down her cheekz,
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lonliness and pain is what i feel,
hate and Confusion is what i see,
Love and happiness is what i need,
Hate and death is crested in my mind,
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Suicide whispering in your ear,
Your heart beat is racing at the speed of light,
What will you do, what will you choose.
Will you meet your fate and dance with faith,
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