Afraid Poem by Jessica Gomez

Things didn’t happen the why I want them to be,
Know you are fighting just to stay with me,
I don’t now how to make it all go away,
I don’t want you to fight,
And I don’t want to you to go away,
You’re fighting just to stay with me,
I can’t imagine what will happen if you lose,
And you’re away for 13 year.
I don’t know what to do.
All I want is you to be here
By my side,
Holding and kissing me,
To sun rise to sun set.
I’m afraid that you’ll forget all about me,
I’m afraid that ill lose you forever.
I’m so afraid that I will never see you again,
You make my heart sing,
You make all my fears go away,
Because you’re my everything,
You’re my love of my live,
I can’t lose you know, nor never.
Why does this happen to me?
Why can’t you just be free?
I need you so much that you can’t imagine.
I already lost someone I love,
And know I might be losing you.
You’re my new love,
My new life, my everything,
I’m just afraid once again,
And your took that away from me be for,
And now its here again.
Your new daughter,
Your princess,
Is sad as ever again,
Like when she lost someone she love,
Once again,
I hate this fear,
I hate being afraid.
You’re my protector,
So all I am asking
Try and help me not be afraid.

Dedicated to my protector, my love of my life, Isaiah Montellano, knows matter what happens I will always love you and I will still be with you.