! ! After All These Years! ! Poem by carly bachor

All of these tears reinact my fears, even after all these years.
Just 1 tear streams, to silent the screams.
All i needed was some love, but all you did was shove.
I just wanted to know you cared, i didn't want to be shared.
By that time, you already lost me.
I gave you my final goodbye, but you were still getting high.
You gave me these fears, which created these tears, and even after all these years......
I continue to wounder if you ever loved me at all...