Afterlife Poem by Poet Teop

The steps are getting heavier
It's getting hard to breathe
My heart beating steadily
But for what

I have no sense of belonging
No feeling of happiness
I'm so confused
My thoughts are distorted

What does the future hold
Is there a place for me
I'm not asking for much
If only i could see

Ofcourse i have happy moments
Or moments of happiness
Wish i could find real happiness
Or atleast some peace

Feels like my vision is impaired
It's getting harder to see
The darkness is around me
The curtains are almost closed