Again? Poem by jahanvi .......................

I was down
Lonely
Wanted to hold sum1
Wanted to be taken away
But found no one
Everyone seem distant
I learnt this is how it will be
Accepted, moved
Then u came along
Made me smile
Laugh
Like u alwaz do
Told me how can i give up
When thr is long battle left
I told i didn’t have strength
U asked me to stand
Upright n bright
I liked it
I wana believe it
but i couldn’t
Jst couldn’t
because reality is so harsh
that it never leaves me
I alwaz see my scars
Which shows me my face value
I don’t know nything
Every thing has been buried
And now u r asking ashes to make fire
Is that possible?
If yes then teme how
I ‘ll do it
But will u promise me dat u won’t leave me
When i' m in process
Will u b thr even if i took ages?
Can i lay my trust on u?
Can i believe u?
Or will u be lyk others
Jst telling & forgetting
Jst telling & leaving
Jst telling &uncaring
Teme
Don’t try to play on broken strings
Coz they don't have melody
They only make sound
A sound you would hate
Prove me
I’ll leave n be like u want me 2
Will u prove it for me?
Will u?