Again Poem by Vicky Vickstah

Crying.

Uncontrollable Tears Without Answers To Feed Them Again.
They’re Streaming Down My Face Again It’s The Third Day Now.

Eyes Stinging, Nose Running, Face Flushed Again, Making Myself Ill Again.
Outbursts Of Negative Emotion Come At The Most Inconvenient Times Again With No End To Them, Out Of My Power To Control Them, I Look Weak Again.

I Made A Promise To Myself That I Wouldn’t Be In This Place Again,
But I Fell Again.
But Promises Are Made To Be Broken I Suppose.

It’s A Long Time Ago Since I Started Loving You Now But I Still Ended Up In The Same Place Again.
It Isn't Your Fault Though, It's Down To Me.

I Would Have Given You Everything Over And Over Again,
I Still Would, I’d Go Through This Again And Again,
For You.

I Know I Can’t Make You Go Back Again And Ask You For The Reasons Again,

I Know You Didn’t Mean To Hurt Me, Again
And By Again I Didn’t Mean You Hurt Me Again,
I Meant The Other Pricks And How They Hurt Me Over And Over Again.
You Would Never Hurt Me Intentionally.

Writing This I’m Crying Again.
My Head Is In My Hands Again,
I Want You Back Again,
I’m Angry At Myself Again.

Here We Go It’s The I Told You So Phrase Again Entering My Ears Again, Secret Laughs And The Rest Again,
Not All This Again.

When And If You’re Ever Ready Again Come Back To Me, I’ll Do My Best For You Again
I Promise.

If Not We’ll Go Back To How It Used To Be Again, I’ll Hide My Heart In A Metal Box And Bury It Deep Down Inside Myself Again And Work On Being A Friend Again
I Don’t Mind.

All Because I Love You For Who You Are As A Friend As Well As A Partner And Again,
I’ll Tell You That You’ve Done More For Me Than Anyone Could Ever Do And For That I Owe A Lot, Maybe Even My Life To You.

I Don't Know How Else To Say This Apart From How I'm Saying It,

But I'll Always Be Yours, Just Like You Told Me I Would.

So Basically What I'm Trying To Say Is

When You're Ready Again,
I'll Be Here For You, That's If You Want Me Again.

There,

I Went And Said It Again.