Alexus Poem by Lisa Chinen

You are a blessing to me.
I miss you so much.
I shed my tears for you remembering your warmth and touch.
I love you so much more than words could explain.
You'll never know baby girl how much I'm going insane.
I wish I could feel you and hear your heart beat again
but, now all I have is memories.
Sometimes I wish God could of taken the air that I breath
to give to you because you deserved to have life and I deserve
to have missary..
But, now it's to late you already gone and here I am breathing not wanting to go on.
Then I think about your brothers and sister and know they need me
So I try to be strong even though inside I am weak.
When it's my time I hope you will wait.
I can't wait to hold you and kiss your loving face at the end of the pearly gates......