Felt alone, scared and in deep despair
Did you know how much I cared? I asked myself
You touched my heart and soul
But beat me down and raped my joy
Felt lost, confused and couldn't cope
Just because you couldn't stay away from those hoes
I tried to help you in life
Now I'm living with flashbacks and strife
You were there in a world full of pleasure
While I was here facing the world of hell
Covering up my bruises with fake smiles
making so many excuses with a brised heart
Trying to face the world day by day
Not wanting these traumatic emotions to stay
I gave you everything I could give
Now emotionally I can barely live
You took most things from me
Will I ever be free? as i asked myself
I loved you, obviously your love was untrue
Your evil and anger showed through
I was alone, scared, hurt and didn't know what to do
But now, i'm as free as a butterfly
spreading love, showing my coloursful wings and making lots smile
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