All That Is Left For Me Is These Convulsions In My Head Poem by Captain Tyin Knots

Convulsions in my head
Hard to stop worrying
Confused and all alone
Not sure how to feel
Unrespected by her heart
Here for just amusement
Want to be with her so bad
But her feelings are unknown
More important is her freedom
For which I do not obtain
About to just give up
My feelings have turned to pain
Don't know what to do
I do not control her
Always there when she needs me
Willing to do anything
She treats me like a toy
But somehow I fell for her
Not sure what to say
Or if I'd rather be dead
All I can think of
Is these convulsions in my head