Alli Feel Poem by Desiree Whitamore

God, i hurt so much, all i feel is pain
if you love everyone, why don't i ever change?
i wonder why you're out to get me
i feel no love, just humility
for every ounce of blood they gave me
i'm dying in my dreams
i know that you can hear me
i hope that i know that i can
i feel your love around me
God, do you understand?
that i'm broken
and i'm hurting
but the numbness over whelms
i try flying
but i'm lying
only to myself.