The time that we said goodbye, I didn't think that it was real, until I realized the next day that you wasn't there, to hold me as I cryed and wished that you was here with me so that I could say all of the things that I want to before I said goodbye.
It has almost been a year sense you have been gone, I want to cry cause I know that your not here to talk to when i need you the most, but I then think about how I am going to grow up and be something and make you proud of me.
You will look down every now and then and make sure that I am okay. You'll keep an eye on me and say, 'Oh, yeah now that is my grandaughter, and I am so proud of her.'
I want to do the things that you wanted me to do. I want to explore, I want to sing, I want to be a teacher, I want all that I can get. But most of all I just want you to be proud of me! I want you here when I have my first child, or even when I get married, but that is not going to happen cause once you're gone, your just gone I can't change that. But for one thing I know that you are there but I just can't see you. You'll always be there, even when I am sad, mad, happy... you will be there.
I will miss your sweet kisses on my cheek when I left your house, even the cookies we used to make, I will miss every holiday that we had spent together, I even miss our talks... i will miss a lot of things that won't come back. But I will have something of you, that nasty look that will appear on my face when I am mad. I have a lot of things that will soon remind me of you, so grandma don't worry I will not forget you. I will just love you.
To: The loved grandma's that are out there, grandma's we love you! !
By: Destiny Dawn Kohler
Thursday, February 7, 2008