Alone Poem by J.D. Crockett

Here I lie pondering my choice
a choice that changed my life
turned myself into this thing
that merely haunts your dreams

someimes I even scare myself
with the things I'm cappable of
the hurt that I could cause
looked inside and that what I saw

what keeps it from boiling out?
whatever it is its weakening
ever since I was made weak
the dam has started to leak

cracks and fissures release
release some of the evil within
threatening to overpower the good
already not doing things I should

apathy begins to creep inside
taking hold of the fringe mind
I cant fight back alone
but thats what I am, alone