Alone Poem by Phil Kellogg

I feel so very lonely
Secluded from everything
By myself with only me
I don't feel like a human being
Alone amongst the crowd
Separated from everyone
The people around are loud
They give looks like I'm the bad one
But they can't hear my tears
They can't see my pain
Or cringe at my fears
My heart cries like silent rain
but I wear a fake smile
And say everything is alright
And I've only been sad for awhile
So inside there's a huge fight
Now I feel empty
So all I need
Is for someone to tempt me
To let the bullet be freed
And I'll do a magic trick
My mind will fly out
It'll happen real quick
Far beyond any doubt
So my brain will
Be splattered on the wall