Alone With Friends Poem by Gianfranco Peluso

Wow, all the chances Ive missed, all the conversations that have ended, all the people I know, have all found better endings. I feel your around the world, too far to reach out to, as if I'm a ghost, trying to reach out and grab you. I feel empty inside but I dont know why, confusing me constantly, why should i cry. What happened to us, what happened to me, Is it all my fault, please tell me. I ju...st dont get it, its not like me, you know it, for some reason I do not see. Cant remember why we havent talked in so long, theres no excuse, but im still trying to find one. Theres nothing there, theres nothing here, theres nothing anywere so why should I care. But something inside tells me to speak, 'I'm sorry, I miss you' I feel so weak. Alone in my house, I feel so cold, I read the messages they are all so old. As if I went back in time, too bad I could not, change my mind. I lost you then, I lost you forever, please don't hate me, please don't remember. One day I'll be back for worse or for better, but until then I wait for better weather