Alter Servers Obligation Poem by Joseph M Donatelli

Now and again an old trauma sneaks in
Slipping down while sleeping oh chagrin
Memories waking to the present spin
About my history of their deviant sins
Which shakes my spirit deep within
I feel spiders walking on my skin
Long ago is happening once again
Comes the story twisting from back then

I can't remember everything as I intended
A full lifes living the years amended
The improper experiences that ended
My innocence now sundered blended
Once pure as a an Angels spiritual wonder
My behaviors are compromised jumbled
Acting out for the release of troubles
My nature skewed by clergy scheming

It was my manliness they found seducing
But was I girly my 15 year body taunting
If they saw and craved my masculine ways
Why did they say I was beautiful so lovely
They said I made them do it to me rightly
That my charisma persona my physicality
Attracted another side of their love ability
I was obligated to satisfy their necessity