Am I Good Enough For You Now? Poem by Tsai TheTruthSeeker

Close my eyes,
Wish it was over.
Don't look now,
Don't look yet,
I'm not done,
I'm not perfect.
Keep them shut,
Don't let them open.
Grip my back,
In silent hug.
Feel my imperfectness.
Wish I didn't have this.
Wish it was a dream.
Wish I didn't have this.
Wish it wasn't true.
Nails embedded
In my skin.
Feel the pain,
Feel what I deserve.
Feel the slow drip
Of what I deserve
Run down my back.
Weak tears
Roll down my cheek.
Tell me its over,
Tell me I'm done.
Tell me I'm beautiful now,
Tell me I'm good enough.
Wake me up from this dream,
Tell me I'm good enough for you...
Wake me and tell me its over...


Am I good enough for you now?