Am I Missing Something? Poem by Lynne RBC

This house has grown empty
Have I lost my touch?
It's hollow in some corner
In the middle of too much.
Now you're leaving
you've done this before
But why does it tear me
each time a bit more?
You proclaim that you love me
Never never, more than ever
But your eyes - please stop begging
Or you'll cut through my shivers.
You carried me to hold on to
As my hand is slipping easy
How can you go on trusting you
When I am here, doubting me?