Ambivalence Poem by siddharth soni

why should i just observe and not live the beauty
when there is so much beauty in this world.

observing does not let me experience them,
for i am kept curious when thee is not experienced.

who i should obey, who i should not,
or should i listen to anyone except my beautiful heart.

i am not here to follow rules but my heart
as it knows more than the holy books since it is one with the God.

should i choose love or should i choose fear.
i am too far from God
may be i am too near.