An Ink Whisper To My Silence 🔥 Poem by PEAFRANCIS INKWHISPERER??

Get me an ink!
Today, I want to whisper
Not so silently
But soft enough to pierce
Into the ears or by chance
Make the creator's heart ache
Just like mine did.

Maybe dreams aren't meant
To be fulfilled
Or the positive ones are just so
Unachievable
They say if you want to achieve it,
You dream it.

All I did was dream,
More I did was take actions
Disarming ones!
Or what courage was enough for it?

Today I am here beyond shattered
I can't even write a proper statement
On how painfully my heart aches
How my soul bleeds

They say the creator makes the impossible
Possible
I believe too
But, now this impossibility that looked possible
Just a while ago is looking impossible
As it original beginning

How do I carry the grief,
The loss, bear the burdens
Stay sane, help others who
Are in oblivion to what I face
For trying not to quit just yet
On my dreams rise on their feet
For they look me up as a leader
Who has many sorted out
But in reality has nothing going on well for her?

How long do I keep showing up
Clapping, smiling, healing
And being the best therapy to the broken?

While I am broken beyond measure
How do I tell it to people that this
Woman hero has no one to save her
How do I say that this same person
Who has held you while you were unstable
Is nothing close to stability?

How do I explain that no one
Understands my pain and I hate
It to be judged as Weakness
How do I make you make sense
That my anger isn't about the ones
Who hurt me or you
But me?
My incapability?

They say take it to God the creator
But to what extent can I keep
Going?
God is no man so...
My secrets and pain are safe with him.

Maybe this night I will call to him
Silently while I lay on my bed
And wallow in my misfortune

And if need be, I scream into
The dark till the lights from above
Hits me harshly and mercifully
From the Heavens and perhaps
The creator hears my sobs, wailing,
Screams, and silence from my place
Of dark confusion in need.

©️ PEAFRANCIS WRITES (INK WHISPERER 🔥)