Another Something Poem by Ashleigh R. Gardner

cutting out pictures in the magazine
feeling stupid because i'm not seen
as the pretty girl inside

writing on the mirror with red lipstick
cause my blood is just too dark and thick
and the pain will never subside

and you'll see what's left of me
and they'll feel sorry for me
and it's me who will be left alone
in this hell the devil calls home

close the door only to open it again
i have to lose cause there is nothing to win
i think i should die

swallow the key and just keep breathing
choke on it enough to stop my heart from beating
i wouldn't care otherwise

and you'll see that there is nothing infront of me
and they'll feel a little lost with me
cause all that's stupid in the world would have gone away
and it's my stupidity that makes them feel good everyday