Another Treachery Poem by mae samera

I'm always thinking 'bout ending this ugly life
for without any sympathy I'm dying inside
all alone, they left me, lifeless with this knife
thousands of clique loathes me, lethally i hide

wihtout then mem'ries kept on flashing back
i remember when you sing me a sweet lullaby
those fickled palavers i hacked
slowly they fade as the avalanche are way up high

i grapsed and asked for some air
open my heart and you'll see chided dares
your secret flits as i embrace the whole you
but the billows, they're all new

awakened by our unnatural silence
can't we be ourselves just for this verdict?
falling, i never intended! hence,
my soul couldn't predict

so many moons had went and had been gone
a serprentine that just passed near my spiral soul
fretting is just a matter of fear
i fear nothing, but just a day, day without you dear.