Strange Bier Poem by mae samera

i am dead.
yes i am, but why can i still feel?
these sufferings you've left me.
i am lost.
yes i am, into somewhere i didn't like.
i am incomplete.
yes i am, cause I'm still longing.
looking for something i really endeared.
am i lost?
i don't know.
my soul's wandering.
i hate this place.
this air suffocates me.
all around me is white.
am i supposed to close my eyes?
say yes, but i hear no's.
everything's in ruin,
I'm looking for peace.
i a, blind.
yes i am, it's hard to say.
is it too late?
you think so?
i am lying down.
i can't see the aesthete.
it was perfectly blurry,
i am in vain.
yes i am, cause i can't satisfy myself.
i can't understand.
are they crying?
it's still unknown.
i don't want to believe.
cause i don't think it's for real.
i am gone.
yes i am, i saw the whole of it.
this is the end.
yes it is.
should i say bye?
again, say yes.
i saw the dusk.
it leads me into a light.
am i gonna fright?
I'll go with you.
yes you may, you're new.
I'm fading.
yes i am.
slowly, close this door.
everything's in black
I'll close my eyes.
this is it.
now I'm gone,
I'll say goodbye.
we'll meet up high.