Apologize Poem by Peter parker

Many told stories
Chose the ones to believe
Couldn't look into your eyes
Then I got deceived
Much doubts losing my head
My heart roam in pain
How on Earth did I break your trust
Created illusions and fruastration
Not to make excuse
Buh am bond with mistakes
Forgive buh correct me
I made you part of my life from day(1)
And emotions got me away
I wish I could tell you why
Buh am afraid it will keep you away