Apology To Moms Poem by Author Black

I present you my life in the form of a story
The reason behind the poem is to say mom am sorry
You game me life amd i made your life stormy
You had a son still always felt so lonely
Day to day i was always in the streets roaming
For all the shit i did, i say mom am sorry
You game me everything i wanted except when forced into schooling
But i wanted to persue my poetry hobby
But don't mind coz i know you knew it was good for me
I didn't pay heed coz i was always in the street with gangs ruling
You gave me all the warnings but i kept ignoring
Now i am here regreting
You didn't deserve the pain i gave to you and granny
I insulted her when other kids were getting airfoces and she bought me a tomy
She told me wake up and chase your dreams but i carried on snoaring
Nowni intend on making you proud and buy you a lorry
Just to say mom am sorry

Out om my side i got everybody who cared for me
Got betrayed by everybody i thought was dear to me
For all the things i did, i don't think you will forgive me
Now this is getting scary to me
Coz i think i might never ge the love i used to get from everybody who cared for me
And all those i trusted are to battle me
They wanna see me strugling instead of smiling
They wanna see me begging instead of gaining
They don't want to see me growing
They want to belittle me
But i don't care coz i still have my homies
And they are there to support me
Haters will always be hating
I dont care, thats their job o should'nt be interfering
They will do anything to stop me
But they wont secceed, coz this time am determined
Mom please forgive me

Mom, i know you are tired of me but to please pay attention
Its been long since we lived in a bubble
I will make you proud and end this struggle
I will build you a mansion
If i can't afford it i 'll at least get you a castle
I 'll make your life smooth like a suckle
If you old, need some tea, i ll buy you a kettle
So lord please bless the hustle
And give me some muscle
So i can complete this puzzle
And every obstacle that come my way, like Cena i will wrestle
I promise i quit this thuglife
And now am a good guy
Now everything is gonna be alright
And all the problems will be out of our sight