(aric Jones) Could I Ever Poem by Allen gill

Could I ever hope to have a person like you
a man like you someone I could love and cherish
and just be real with could I be ever so loyal and honest
and true and grow with you from my black to gray shall I rest beside you
and hold you close to me in times of need to stare in your eyes and know that im safe someone I could leave and know I could always return but from you I get nothing nothing but the bitter brush off of a simple friendship anger boils through me but I cant do nothing it dispells before I can explode and there no release like a ballon with a leak you witness this so leak will I ever be full again I'll never know but what I do know is we could never be I could never be