As Far As I Know Poem by Courtney Steele

SO VAST TRYING TO ENTER INTO THE WOMB FROM WOMAN THE ONLY SEX BEING ABLE TO BEAR SEEDS. SENSITIVE CREATIONS OF GOD! LOVE IS SACRED BUT WHO CAN MAINTAIN A STANDARD SO HIGH WITHOUT DEFILEMENT? THE FEAR OF LOVING OR JUST THE FEAR OF FAILURE IN LOVE ITSELF FOR ME & SOMETIMES NOT HAVING IS THE ONLY WAY TO APPRECIATE THE VALUE OF A POSSESSION. MARRIAGE SEEMS BEAUTIFUL IN A SENSE OF FANTASY! THE IDEA OF TWO EMERGING INTO ONE IS BEAUTIFUL BUT FAR AS, COMMITTING TO ONE PERSON YOU'RE ENTIRE LIFE NO MATTER THE CONDITIONS THAT MAY FALL UPON YOU THROUGHOUT YOUR UNITY! IT REALLY SEEMS LIKE A VERY DIFFICULT TASK TO ME.TEMPTATION THE THINGS THAT CAPTURES PEOPLE ATTENTION THE MOST & THROWS US OFF OUR FOCUS SEEMS TO PRESENT IT SELF IN THE MOST INCONVENIENT TIMES. IT IS POSSIBLE TO AVOID TEMPTATION BY STAYING COMMITED TO WHOMEVER OR WHATEVER YOU MAY BELIEVE IN, WILL POWER, STRENGTH, AND PRAYER. CONFIDENCE SOMETHING THAT BASICALLY, EVERY HUMAN HAVE STRUGGLED WITH HAVING CONFIDENCE IS VERY SIMPLE IT COMES FROM A PLACE OF HAPPINESS, SELF AWARENESS OF GOOD AND BAD! UNDERSTANDING THAT THIS IS WHO I AM & THIS IS HOW I AM DESIGNED. TRUST IS A VERY ELUSIVE THING TO DO. TRUST TO ME IS BASICALLY GIVING SOMEONE SOMETHING VERY FRAGILE & DELICATE PLACING IT INTO THEIR HANDS THEN CLOSING THEIR HANDS STATING, ' BE CAREFUL WITH THIS IT IS ONE OF MY MOST IMPORTANT ASSETS.' FEAR DESTROYS SO MANY THINGS SUCH AS: DREAMS, TALENT, HOMES, AND ESPECIALLY, RELATIONSHIPS. EVERYONE IS AFRAID OF SOMETHING BUT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS BEING ABLE TO ADDRESS THE ISSUE & CONQUER IT.